The Experience of Sarah Edwards

From an article by Sam Storms called " On the stretch" for God



In this article Sam relates the story of Sarah Edwards, wife of Jonathan Edwards, the great revivalist, with quotes from her journal.



He starts:  Let me give you just one example (of what renewal will feel and look like) the experience of Sarah Edwards (d.1758), wife of Puritan pastor and theologian Jonathan Edwards, used so mightily in the Great Awakening, is not normative for every believer.  But it is one instance of one soul "being Filled to all the fullness of God."  As her husband was to describe it, God had filled Sarah with "joy unspeakable and  full of glory "  (1 Peter 1:8 )



Jonathan was so impressed and awed by what God had done in his wife that he prevailed upon her to write it down. I think you will enjoy reading her description of how God "stretched" her soul and then filled it with His own glorious fullness.



Sarah's experience began with a renewed sense of the assurance of her salvation, evoked by a meditation on Romans 8:34.  The day was Jan 20, 1742.



"When I was alone, the words came to my mind with far greater power and sweetness, upon which I took the Bible, and read the words to the end of the chapter, when they were impressed on my heart with vastly greater power and sweetness still.  They appeared to me with undoubted certainty as the words of God, and as words which God did pronounce concerning me.  I had no more doubt of it than I had of my being.  I seemed as it were to hear the great God proclaiming thus to the world concerning me; 'Who shall lay anything to thy charge ', and had it strongly impressed on me how impossible it was for anything in heaven or earth, in  this world or the future, ever to separate me from the love of God which was in Christ Jesus.  I cannot find language to express how certain this appeared  the everlasting mountains and hills were but shadows to it.  My safety and happiness and eternal enjoyment of God's immutable love seemed as durable and unchangeable as God Himself.  Melted and overcome by the sweetness of this assurance, I fell into a great flow of tears and could not forbear weeping aloud.  It appeared certain to me that God was my Father, and Christ my Lord and Savior, that He was mine and I His.



Under a delightful sense of the immediate presence and love of God, these words seemed to come over and over in my mind, 'My God, my all; my God, my all'.  The presence of God was so near and so real that I seemed scarcely conscious of anything else.  God the Father, and the Lord Jesus Christ, seemed as distinct persons, both manifesting their inconceivable loveliness and mildness and gentleness and their great and immutable love to me.  I seemed to be taken under the care and charge of my God and Saviour , in an inexpressibly endearing manner; and Christ appeared to me as a mighty Saviour, under the character of the Lion of the tribe of Judah, taking my heart, with all its corruptions, under His care and putting it at His feet.  In all things which concerned me I felt myself safe under the protection of the Father and the Saviour; who appeared with supreme kindness to keep a record of everything that I did, and of everything that was done to me, purely for my good.



The peace and happiness which I here upon felt was altogether inexpressible.  It seemed to be that which came from heaven; to be eternal and unchangeable.  I seemed to be lifted above earth and hell, out of the reach of everything here below, so that I could look on all the rage and enmity of men or devils with a kind of holy indifference and an undisturbed tranquility.  At the same time I felt compassion and love for all mankind, and  deep abasement of soul, under a sense of my own unworthiness.  I thought of the ministers who were in the house and felt willing to undergo any labour and self-denial if they would but come to the help of the Lord.  I also felt myself more perfectly weaned from all things here below than ever before.  The whole world, with all its enjoyments and all its troubles seemed to be nothing: - My God was my all, my only portion.



I continued in a very sweet and lively sense of divine things, day and night, sleeping and waking, until Saturday, Jan 23rd. On Saturday morning I had a most solemn and deep impression on my mind of the eye of God as fixed upon me to observe what improvement I made of those spiritual communications I had received from Him.  At night my soul seemed to be filled with an inexpressibly sweet and pure love to God and to the children of God, with a refreshing consolation and solace of soul which made me willing to lie on the earth, at the feet of the servants of God, to declare His gracious dealings with me and breathe forth before them my love an gratitude and praise."



[Mr. Buell was a minister of the gospel, sent to Northampton during the Great Awakening in America.]



"At 3 o'clock in the afternoon a lecture was preached by Mr . Buell.  In the latter part of the sermon one or two appeared much moved, and after the blessing, when the people were  going out, several others.  To my mind there was the clearest evidence that God was present in the congregation on the work of redeeming  love; and in the clear view of this, I was all at once filled with such intense admiration of the wonderful condescension and grace of God , in returning again to Northhampton , as overwhelmed my soul, and immediately took away my bodily strength. 



This was accompanied with an earnest longing that those of us, who were the children of God, might now arise and strive.  It appeared to me that the angels in heaven sung praises for such wonderful, free and sovereign grace, and my heart was lifted up in adoration and praise.  I continued to have clear views of the future world, of eternal happiness and misery, and my heart full of love to the souls of men.  On seeing some that I found were in a natural condition, I felt a most tender compassion for them; but especially was I , while I remained in the meeting house, from time to time overcome, and my strength taken away by the sight of one and another, whom I regarded as the children of God and who, I had heard, were lively and animated in religion.  We remained in the meeting house about three hours, after the public exercises were over.  During most of the time, my bodily strength was overcome; and the joy and thankfulness which were excited in my mind as I contemplated the great goodness of God led me to converse with those who were near me in a very earnest manner.



When I came home, I found Mr. Buell, Mr. Christophers, Mr. Hopkins, Mrs. Eleanor Dwight , the wife of  Mr. Joseph Allen , and Mr. Job Strong , at the house.  Seeing and conversing with them on the divine goodness, renewed my former feelings and filled me with an intense desire that we might all arise and with an active, flowing and fervent heart give glory to God.  The intenseness of my feelings again took away my bodily strength.  The word of one of Mr. Watt's Hosannas  powerfully affected me; and in the course of the conversation, I uttered them as the real language of my heart with great earnestness and emotion.



         ' Hosanna to King David's Son, Who reigns on a superior throne.'



And while I was uttering the words, my mind was so deeply impressed with the love of Christ and a sense of His immediate presence that I could with difficulty refrain from rising from my seat and leaping for joy.  I continued to enjoy this intense and lively and refreshing sense of divine things, accompanied with strong emotions for nearly an hour; after which, I experienced a delightful calm and peace and rest in God until I retired for the night; and during the night, both waking and sleeping, I had joyful views of divine things, and a complacent rest of soul in God. 



I awoke in the morning of Thursday, Jan 28th, in the same happy frame of mind and engaged in the duties of my family with a sweet consciousness that God was present with me and with earnest longings of soul for the continuance and increase of the blessed fruits of the Holy Spirit in the town.  About 9 o'clock these desires became so exceedingly intense, when I saw numbers of the people coming into the house, with an appearance of deep interest in religion that my bodily strength was much weakened, and it was with difficulty that I could pursue my ordinary avocations.  About 11 o'clock as I accidentally went into the room where Mr. Buell was conversing with some of the people, I heard him say, ' O that we, who are the children of God, should be cold and lifeless in religion !' and I felt such a sense of the deep ingratitude manifested by the children of God, in such coldness and deadness, that my strength was immediately taken away, and I sunk down on the spot. 



Those who were near raised me and place me in a chair; and from the fullness of my heart, I expressed to them in a very earnest manner the deep sense I had of the wonderful grace of Christ towards me, of the assurance I had of His having saved me from hell, of my happiness  running parallel with eternity, of the duty of giving up all to God, and of the peace and joy inspired by an entire dependence on His mercy and grace.  Mr Buell then read a hymn of Dr. Watt's concerning the loveliness of Christ, the enjoyments and employments of heaven, that I leaped unconsciously from my chair.  I seemed to be drawn upwards, soul and body, from the earth towards heaven; and it appeared to me that I must naturally and necessarily ascend thither.    These feelings continued while the hymn was reading and during the prayer of Mr. Christophers which followed.   



After the prayer, Mr. Buell read two other hymns on the glories of heaven, which moved me so exceedingly and drew me so strongly heavenward that it seemed as it were to draw my body upwards, and I felt as if I must necessarily ascend thither.  At length my strength failed me and I sunk down; when they took me up and laid me on the bed, where I lay for a considerable time, faint with joy while contemplating the glories of the heavenly world.  After I had lain a while, I felt more perfectly subdued and weaned form the world, and more fully resigned  to God than I had ever been conscious of before.  I felt an entire indifference to the opinions and representations and conduct of mankind respecting me.



I was entirely swallowed up in God, as my only portion, and His honour and glory was the object of my supreme desire and delight.  At the same time, I felt a far greater love to the children of God than ever before.  I seemed to love them as my own soul; and when I saw them, my heart went out towards them with an inexpressible endearedness and sweetness.  I beheld them by faith in their risen and glorified state, with spiritual bodies re-fashioned after the image of Christ's glorious body and arrayed in the beauty of heaven.  The time when they would be so appeared very near, by faith it seemed as if it were present.  This was accompanied with a ravishing sense of the unspeakable joys of the upper world.  They appeared to my mind  in all their reality and certainty, and as it were in actual and distinct vision; so plain and evident were they to the eye of my faith, I seemed to regard them as begun.  These anticipations were renewed over and over, while I lay on the bed, from 12 o'clock till four, being too much exhausted by emotions of joy to rise and sit up.



I continued in a sweet and lively sense of divine things until I retired to rest.  That night, which was Thursday night, Jan 28th, was the sweetest night I ever had in my life.  I never before, for so long a time together, enjoyed so much of the light and rest and sweetness of heaven in my soul, but without the least agitation of body during the whole time.  The great part of the night I lay awake, sometimes asleep, and sometimes between sleeping and waking.  But all night I continued in a constant, clear, and lively sense of the heavenly sweetness of Christ's excellent and transcendent love, of His nearness to me, and of my dearness to Him; with an inexpressibly sweet calmness of soul in an entire rest in Him.   



I seemed to myself to perceive a glow of divine love come down from the heart of Christ in heaven, into my heart , in a constant stream, like a stream or pencil of sweet light.  At the same time, my heart and soul all flowed out in love to Christ; so that there seemed to be a constant flowing and reflowing of heavenly and divine love, from Christ's heart to mine; and I appeared to myself to float or swim in these bright, sweet beams of the love of Christ, like the motes swimming in the beams of the sun or the streams of His light which come in at the window.  My soul remained in a kind of heavenly Elysium. 



So far as I am capable of making a comparison, I think that what I felt each minute, during the continuance  of the whole time, was worth more than all the outward comfort and pleasure which I had enjoyed in my whole life put together.  It was a pure delight which fed and satisfied the soul.  It was pleasure, without the least sting or any interruption.  It was a sweetness which my soul was lost in.  It seemed to be all that by feeble frame could sustain, of that fullness of joy which is felt by those who behold the face of Christ and share His love in the heavenly world.  There was but little difference whether I was asleep or awake, so deep was the impression made on my soul; but if there was any difference, the sweetness was greatest and most uninterrupted while I was asleep.



This lively sense of the beauty and excellence of divine things continued during the morning, accompanied with peculiar sweetness and delight.  To my own imagination, my soul seemed to be gone out of me to God and Christ in heaven, and to have very little relation to my body.  God and Christ were so present to me and so near me that I seemed removed from myself.  The spiritual beauty of the Father and the Saviour seemed to engross my whole mind; and it was the instinctive feeling of my heart, 'Thou art ; and there is none beside Thee'.  I never felt such an entire emptiness of self love or any regard to any private, selfish interest of my own.  It seemed to me that I had entirely done away with myself.  I felt that the opinions of the world concerning me were nothing, and that I had no more to do with any outward interest of my own than with that of a person whom I never saw. The glory of God seemed to be all, and in all, and to swallow up every wish and desire of my heart.



Mr. Sheldon came into the house about 10 o'clock, and said to me as he came in,  'The Sun of righteousness arose on my soul this morning, before day,' upon which I said to him in reply, 'That Sun has not set upon my soul all this night; I have dwelt on high in the heavenly mansions; the light of divine love has surrounded me; my soul has been lost in God, and has almost left the body.'  This conversation only served to give me a still livelier sense of the reality and excellence of divine things, and that to such a degree, as again to take away my strength , and occasion great agitation of body.'  So strong were my feelings, I could not refrain from conversing with those around me, in a very earnest manner , for about a quarter of an hour, on the infinite riches of divine love in the work of salvation; when , my strength entirely failing, my flesh grew very cold, and they carried me and set me by the fire.



As I set there, I had a most affecting sense of the mighty power of Christ, which had been exerted in what He had done for my soul, and in sustaining and keeping down the native corruptions of my heart, and of the glorious and wonderful grace of God in causing the ark to return to Northhampton.  So intense were my feelings, when speaking of these things, that I could not forbear rising up and leaping with joy and exultation.  I felt at the same time an exceeding ly strong an tender affection for the children of God, and realized, in a manner exceedingly sweet and ravishing, the meaning of Christ's prayer in John 17:21, ' That they all may be one, as thou Father art in me, and I in Thee, that they also may be one in us.'  This union appeared to me inconceivable, excellent , and sweet oneness; and at the same time, I felt that oneness sin my soul, with the children of God who were present.  Mr. Christopher then read the hymn out of the Penitential Cries, beginning with  ' My soul doth magnify the Lord,  My spirit doth rejoice;'  The whole hymn was deeply affecting to my feelings; but when these words were read, ' My sighs at length are turned to songs, The Comforter is come.'



So conscious was I of the joyful presence of the Holy Spirit, I could scarcely refrain from leaping with transports of joy.  This happy frame of mind continued until 2 o'clock, when Mr. Williams came in , and we soon went to meeting.  He preached on the subject of the assurance of faith.  The whole sermon was affecting to me, but especially when he came to show the way in which assurance was obtained, and to point out its happy fruits.  When I heard him say that those who have assurance have a foretaste of heavenly glory.  I knew the truth of it from what I then felt:  I knew that I then tasted the clusters of the heavenly Canaan; my soul was filled and overwhelmed with light and love and joy in the Holy Ghost, and seemed  just ready to go away from the body.  I could scarcely refrain from expressing my joy aloud, in the midst of the service.  I had, in the meantime, an overwhelming sense of the glory of God, as the Great Eternal All, and of the happiness of having my own will entirely subdued to His will.



I knew that the foretaste of glory, which I then had in my soul, came from Him, that I certainly should go to Him , and should, as it were, drop into the Divine Being, and be swallowed up in God."



"After meeting was done, the congregation waited while Mr. Buell went home, to prepare to give them a lecture.  It was almost dark before he came, and in the meantime, I conversed in a very earnest and joyful manner, with those who were with me in the pew. My mind dwelt on the thought that the Lord God Omnipotent reigneth, and it appeared to me that He was going to set up a reign of love on the earth, and that heaven and earth were, as it were , coming together; which so exceedingly moved me that I could not forbear expressing aloud to those near me my exultation of soul.  This subsided into a heavenly calm and a rest of soul in God which was even sweeter than what preceded it.



Afterwards, Mr. Buell came and preached; and the same happy frame of mind continued during the evening and night and the next day.  In the forenoon, I was thinking of the manner in which the children of God had been treated in the world  particularly of their being shut up in prison  and the folly of such attempts to make them miserable seemed to surprise me.  It appeared astonishing that men should think, by this means, to injure those who had such a kingdom within them. Towards night being informed that Mrs. P____had expressed her fears lest I should die before Mr. Edward's return, and he should think the people had killed his wife; I told those who were present that I chose to die in the way that  was most agreeable to God's will, and that I should be willing to die in darkness and horror, if it was most for the glory of God.



In the evening, I read those chapters in John which contain Christ's dying discourse with His disciples, and His prayer with them.  After I had done reading and was in my retirement, a little before bed-time, thinking on what I had read, my soul was so filled with love to Christ and love to His people, that I fainted under the intenseness of the feeling.  I felt while reading, a delightful acquiescence in the petition to the Father  'I pray not that thou shouldst take them out of the world, but that thou shouldst keep them from evil.'  Though it seemed to me infinitely better to die to go to Christ, yet I felt an entire willingness to continue in this world so long as God pleased, to do and suffer what He would have me.



After retiring to rest and sleeping a little while, I awoke and had a very lively consciousness of God's being near me. I had an idea of a shining way or path of light between heaven and my soul, somewhat as on Thursday night, except that God seemed nearer to me, and as I were close by, and the way seemed more open, and the communication more immediate and more free.  I lay awake most of the night, with a constant delightful sense of God's great love and infinite condescension, and with a continual view of God as near, and as my God.  My soul remained, as on Thursday night, in a kind of heavenly Elysium.  Whether waking or sleeping, there was no interruption, throughout the night , to the views of my soul, to its heavenly light, and divine, inexpressible sweetness.  It was without any agitation or motion of the body. I was led to reflect on God's mercy to me, in giving me, for many years a willingness to die; and after that , for more than two years past, in making me willing to live, that I might do and suffer whatever He called me to here; whereas, before that, I often used to feel impatient at the thought of living.  This then appeared to me, as it had often done before, what gave me much the greatest sense of thankfulness to God.



I also thought how God had graciously given me, for a great while, an entire resignation to His will, with respect to the kind and manner of death that I should die; having been made willing to die on the rack, or at the stake, or any other tormenting death, and if it were God's will, to die in darkness: and how I had that day been made very sensible and fully willing, if it was God's pleasure and for His glory , to die in horror.  But now it occurred to me that when I had thus been made willing to live and to be kept on this dark abode, I used to think of living no longer than to the ordinary age of man. 



Upon this I was led to ask myself, Whether I was not willing to be kept out of heaven even longer; and my whole heart seemed immediately to reply,  ' Yes, a thousand years, if it be God's  will , and for His honour and glory:'  and then my heart, in the language of resignation, went further, and with great alacrity and sweetness, to answer as it were over and over again,  ' Yes, a thousand years in horror, if it be most for the glory of God; yea, I am willing to live a thousand years a hell upon earth, if it be most for the honour of God.'



But then I considered with myself,  ' What this would be, to live a hell on earth, for so long a time; and I thought of the torment of my body being so great, awful, and overwhelming, that none could bear to live in the country where the spectacle was seen, and of the torment and horror of my mind being vastly greater than the torment of my body; and it seemed to me that I found a perfect willingness, and sweet quietness and alacrity of soul, in consenting that it should be so, if  it were most for the glory of God; so that there was no hesitation, doubt, or darkness in my mind, attending the thoughts of it, but my resignation seemed to be clear, like a light that shone through my soul.  I continued saying, 'Amen, Lord Jesus ! Amen, Lord Jesus!  Glorify thyself in me, in my body and my soul,'  with a calm and sweetness of soul, which banished all reluctance.  The glory of God seemed to overcome me and swallow me up, and every conceivable suffering, and everything that was terrible to my nature,  seemed to shrink to nothing before it.



This resignation continued in its clearness and brightness the rest of the night, and all the next day, and the night following, and on Monday in the forenoon, without interruption or abatement.  All this while, whenever I thought of it, the language of my soul was, with the greatest fullness and alacrity, ' Amen, Lord Jesus !  Amen, Lord Jesus ! ' In the afternoon of Monday, it was not quite so perceptible and lively, but my mind remained so much in a similar frame, for more than a week, that I could never think of it without an inexpressible sweetness in my soul."



"After I had felt this resignation on Saturday night , for some time as I lay in bed, I felt such a disposition to rejoice in God, that I wished to have the world join me in praising Him; and was ready to wonder how the world of mankind could lie and sleep when there was such a God to praise and rejoice in, and could scarcely forbear calling out to those who were asleep in the house, to arise and rejoice and praise God.  When I arose on the morning of the Sabbath, I felt a love to all mankind, wholly peculiar in its strength and sweetness, far beyond all that I had ever felt before.  The power of that love seemed to be inexpressible.  I thought, if I were surrounded by enemies who were venting their malice and cruelty upon me in tormenting me, it would still be impossible that I should cherish any feelings towards them but those of love and pity and ardent desires for their happiness.  At the same time I thought, if I were cast off by my nearest and dearest friends, and if the feelings and conduct of my husband were to be changed from tenderness and affection , to extreme hatred and cruelty, and that every day, I could so rest in God, that it would not touch my heart, or diminish my happiness.  I could still go on with alacrity in the  performance of every act of duty, and my happiness remain undiminished and entire.



I never before felt so far from a disposition to judge and censure others, with respect to the state of their hearts, their sincerity, or their attainments in holiness, as I did that morning.  To do this seemed abhorrent to every feeling of my heart.  I realized also , in an unusual and very lively manner, how great a part of  Christianity lies in the performance of our social and relative duties to one another.  The same lively and joyful sense of spiritual and divine things continued throughout the day  a sweet love to God and all man kind, and such an entire rest of soul in God, that it seemed as if nothing that could be said of me, or done to me, could touch my heart or disturb my enjoyment.



The road between heaven and my soul seemed open and wide, all the day long; and the consciousness I had of the reality and excellence of heavenly things was so clear, and the affections they excited so intense, that it overcame my strength, and kept my body weak and faint , the great part of the day, so that I could not stand or go without help.  The night also was comforting and refreshing.



This delightful frame of mind was continued on Monday.  About noon, one of the neighbours who was conversing with me, expressed himself thus, 'One smile from Christ is worth a thousand million pounds,'  and the words affected me exceedingly, and in a manner which I cannot express.  I had a strong sense of the infinite worth of Christ's approbation and love and at the same time of the grossness of the comparison; and it only astonished me, that anyone could compare a smile of Christ to any earthly treasure.



Towards night, I had a deep sense of the awful greatness of God, and felt with what humility and reverence we ought to behave ourselves before Him.  Just then Mr. W____Came in , and spoke with a somewhat light, smiling air, of the flourishing state of religion in the town; which I could scarcely bear to see.  It seemed to me that we ought greatly to revere the presence of God and to behave ourselves with the utmost solemnity and humility, when so great and holy a God was so remarkably present, and to rejoice before Him  with trembling.



In the evening, these words, in the Penitential Cried, - 'THE COMFORTER IS COME !'  were accompanied to my soul with such conscious certainty and such intense joy, that immediately it took away my strength, and I was falling to the floor; when some of those who were near me caught me and held me up.  And when I repeated the words to the by-standers, the strength of my feelings was increased.  The name  'THE COMFORTER'  seemed to denote that the Holy Spirit was the only and infinite Fountain of comfort and joy, and this seemed real and certain to my mind.  These words  'THE COMFORTER'  seemed as it were immensely great, enough to fill heaven and earth.



On Tuesday after dinner, Mr. Buell, as he sat at table, began to discourse about the glories of the upper world; which greatly affected me, so as to take away my strength.  The views and feelings of the preceding evening, respecting the Great Comforter, were renewed in the most lively and joyful manner; so that my limbs grew cold, and I continued to a considerable degree overcome for about an hour, earnestly expressing to those around me, my deep and joyful sense of the presence and divine excellence of the Comforter, and of the glories of heaven.



It was either on Tuesday or Wednesday , that Mr. W_____ came to the house, and informed what account Mr. Lyman , who was just then come from Leicester, on his way from Boston, gave of Mr. Edward's success, in making peace and promoting religion at Leicester.  The intelligence inspired me with such an admiring sense of the goodness of God, in using Mr. Edwards as the instrument of doing good, and promoting the work of salvation, that it immediately overcame me, and took away my strength so that I could no longer stand on my feet.   



On Wednesday night, Mr. Clark, coming in with Mr. Buell and some of the people, asked me how I felt. I told him that, I did not feel at all times alike, but this I thought I could say, that I had given up all to God; and there is nothing like it, nothing like giving up all to Him, esteeming all to be His, and resigning all at His call.  I told him that, many a time within a twelvemonth, I had asked myself when I lay down, How I should feel if our house and all our property in it should be burnt up, and we should that night be turned out naked; whether I could cheerfully resign all to God; and whether I so saw that all was His, that I could fully consent to His will , in being deprived of it? And that I found, so far as I could judge, an entire resignation to His will, and felt that , if He should thus strip me of everything, I had nothing to say, but should, I thought, have an entire calm and rest in God, for it was His own, and not mine.  After this, Mr. Phelps gave us an account of his own feelings, during a journey from which he had just returned; and then Mr. Pomeroy  broke forth in the language of joy, and thankfulness, and praise, and continued speaking to us nearly an hour, leading us all the time to rejoice in the visible presence of God, and to adore His infinite goodness and condescension.  He concluded by saying,  'I would say more if I could; but words were not made to express these things.'  This reminded me of the words of Mrs. Rowe:  'More I would speak, but all my words are faint: Celestial Love, what eloquence can paint?  No more, by mortal words , can be expressed: But vast Eternity shall tell the rest:'



And my former impressions of heavenly and divine things were renewed with so much power, and life, and joy, that my strength all failed me, and I remained for some time faint and exhausted.  After the people had retired, I had a still more lively and joyful sense of the goodness and all sufficiency of God, of the pleasure of loving Him, and of being alive and active in His service, so that I could not sit still, but walked the room for some time, in a kind of transport.  The contemplation was so refreshing and delightful, so much like a heavenly feast within the soul, that I felt an absolute indifference as to any external circumstances; and , according to my best remembrance, this enlivening of my spirit continued so, that I slept but little that night.



The next day, being Thursday, between 10 and 11 o'clock, and a room full of people being collected, I heard two persons give a minute account of the enlivening and joyful influences of the Holy Spirit on their own hearts.  It was sweet to me to see others before me in their divine attainments, and to follow after them to heaven.  I thought I should rejoice to follow the servants in the town to heaven.  While I was thus listening , the consideration of the blessed appearances there were of God's being there with us, affected me so powerfully, that the joy and transport of the preceding night were again renewed. After this they sang a hymn, which greatly moved me, especially the latter part of it, which speaks of the ungratefulness of not having the praises of Christ always on our tongues.  Those last words of the hymn seemed to fasten on my mind, and as I repeated them over, I felt such intense love to Christ, and so much delight in praising Him ,that I could hardly forbear leaping from my chair and singing aloud for joy and exultation.  I continued thus extraordinarily moved until about 1 o'clock when they went away.

WHAT KIND OF LOVE IS THIS?

What Kind of Love Is This?

Allen Hood

Harbour Light Prophetic Ministry

March 25, 2008 

The Crucifixion of Jesus. This is the story that will enflame the prayer movement. If you want to intercede with fervency, meet your King here. If you stare at Him hanging on a Cross you might just find yourself suddenly emboldened in love. He came this low, He wants to hear from me and I want to discover Him there.

What kind of King do we have? Imagine the prayers of all the people throughout the ages who groaned for a Messiah. Imagine their surprise at how the events played out. Who could have known how greatly He loves mercy?  Who could have imagined that Israel’s Messiah, who came in a manger with the thunder of a thousand angel’s voices singing “Glory to God in the highest,” would die in a coronation of spit, blood, taunts, scorn, and derision? Who would have believed that His innocent flesh would be torn by Roman nails? In the dark hour of Calvary, the brutal truth unfolded. This King was born to die. John the Baptist testified in John 1:29, “Behold! The Lamb of God who takes away the sin of the world!” The herald from the wilderness announced, “Behold your King, the one marked for death, the One designated from birth to be slaughtered for the sins of the world.”

 

The story of Jesus’ death will cause you to be transformed. The Cross is more than a theological proposition. Once and for all, this event displayed the heart of God to men and made possible the nearness of men’s hearts to God. This story has caused men and women from every religious background to give way under its power. It is our privilege forever to ponder the crucifixion and the work of intercession He accomplished there.

 

In Jesus, two offices of priest and king were made one. The only way He could ascend into His kingly function was through the high priestly ministry of intercession, a prophetic picture of this is in Zechariah 6:11 when the Lord commanded the crown to be put on the high priest. Jesus defined His role as the King, as the Messiah, the Anointed One, through the lens of intercession and atonement. Jesus could only be crowned as King and manifested before the whole earth after He had fulfilled His intercessory function on the Cross as High Priest. In John 17, in the Garden of Gethsemane Jesus prayed His high priestly prayer. Jesus entered into a level of intercession never seen before. His spirit was troubled and sorrowful. He was looking for companionship in His hour of sorrow. He wanted friends who would partner with Him in the burden of His heart. Are you willing to meet Him there?  

 

The Son at Calvary stands in the gap as the ultimate Intercessor of the ages. In His very person, He pleads the cause of God and the cause of humanity. In Christ, the very justice and mercy of God find solace. He is the ultimate Intercessor! There is no one like Him.

 

Jesus invites us to meet with Him in His own passion for justice and mercy to be displayed on earth, as it exists in heaven. Can you comprehend the privilege?  One who meets with God at love’s most sacred moment; between the sovereignty of God and the destiny of man, one finds the intercessor. There, in the great chasm between God’s blazing righteousness and man’s fallenness, an intercessor is found waiting. There, love waits and wrestles for God to be heard and man to be pitied. This is where the courageous are found, fighting for God to be adored and man to be accepted. In this holy place, one enters into the suffering heart of the Mediator, Jesus, who vindicates His Father’s glorious name and atones for all of humanity. 

 

This is a holy place, a divine meeting where doors open to deep caverns of divine paradox, where God’s emotions lead us to groans and pleas for triumph and redemption. Blessed is the man or woman who waits here with God. Blessed is the one who enters these secret chambers in God’s heart where justice and mercy give birth to love in action. In the swirl of God’s own passions, the intercessor is beckoned to enter the place where God prays to God, where the Son asks the Father to forgive them – and the Father agrees, crushing the Son with the burden of the masses. The intercessor meets the crucified Jesus at Golgotha’s triumph and finds fullness there: God’s fullness and our acceptance into it!

 

As you sit in the seat called intercession, pursue this Man Jesus and let the great Intercessor teach you of Himself. To know Him, His suffering and His path to glory, is to embrace the journey of understanding the glorious honour of asking Him for the desires of His own heart and watching those passions become yours.

 

Glorious Father, precious Jesus, how could it be that You died for me, that you would ransom my life with Your precious blood? What kind of love pierces so deeply, stoops so low, and fights so tenaciously, even to the point of death? I am stunned and humbled by Your love. Thank you Father, show me the depths of this humble King. Thank you Jesus for showing me the paths of love and strengthening me to meet You in the deep places of Your heart, that I might pray the very prayers of Your own heart, for myself and for others.  

 

Allen Hood (International House of Prayer Kansas City) 25th March 2008

 

Walk With My Authority
by James Donovan
JDono78832@aol.com 
 
Arise My people, and grab hold of My promises. Be vessels yielded to
Me and obey My voice. There are many conflicts and oppositions in this
world. But draw near to Me and resist the devil and his schemes. I have
given you authority over all opposition.

Walk in faith, like David, and defeat the giants in your life and the
world. I have given you authority and power over every situation that
is not of Me. So speak to the mountains and they shall be removed.
 
I have called you out of the world to be used of Me, to shine over
darkness and be light bearers. So let My river flow out of your mouths.
Let My light be seen through actions of love. Use My authority and
operate in My anointing and power. Release My authority and set the
captives free!

Reaching Out in His Love!
by Ravi Kapoor

"They are the true disciples of Christ, not who know most, but who love most".



What is the greatest quality in the world? The Bible says it is divine love! The greatest thing in the world is loving God and loving people. What is Love? How can we define it? Love is being filled with God. It is reflecting Jesus Christ in everything. Jesus said - 'Love one another'. These words were spoken two thousand years ago. Powerful though this command is, many of us have succeeded in ignoring it. We all give lip service to it but do not practice it.



Paul said, "Love is the greatest". Paul was not the only one to regard divine love as supreme. Peter too rated Love as the most important -'Above all, keep fervent in your hearts, love for one another' (1 Pet 4.8) John 13 is also a love chapter. Jesus said "By this shall all men know that you are my disciples, if you have love one to another". The world will not recognize that we are Christ's disciples by our elaborate programs, extravagant facilities elegant music or eloquent preaching. Our distinguishing mark is not a shepherd’s staff or an ox's yoke. It is not even the cross or the crown. The new mark of a disciple is divine love.



Once traveling on my scooter in Bangalore, I stopped at the bus stop and amidst 15-20 people standing and waiting for the bus, love spotted one person and I called him and asked him where he had to go. He said "Ulsoor" So I gave a drop to him... On the way as I spoke to him about God's love, he began to cry and he told me how he was in search of truth and he was hungering to know God.... he said he was almost turning to be an atheist but praise God for God's love spotted him in that crowd because God wanted to reveal Himself to him. Oh, I am so full of His love that every place I go my eyes keep looking around - filled with compassion for souls... I want to reach out and embrace each and every one in Christ.



I remember once while I was at the Chennai station in the waiting room, one person kept staring at me for a long time. I was wondering why he was staring at me because I didn't know him. After some time he came up to me and said, "Can I have your address. I have something to share with you". As he had to board a train so he didn't have time to talk much and so he took my address. He wrote to me all about himself and his problems. I began to communicate to him through letters. He used to write to me often and then there was gap for a month. I was anxious about him. So I took a trip to Nellore to see him. He was seriously ill and no one to care for him. On seeing me, he was so moved to tears 'Yes, I had been to see him because of the love of Christ... It was a joy to minister to him in his sickness - to serve him and show him Christ's love.



Once I met a young boy who was discouraged with life was on his way to commit suicide. I brought him home -practically reached out to him by caring for him. The Lord intervened in his life and before he left, he said 'I am an orphan and I've been longing for this kind of love. Now I know God loves me.



Bible shows us that once we are invaded by His love, then our next task is to allow that love to flow out to others in ways that demonstrate a practical and sacrificial concern. How do we do it?



,,,Dear men of God, when God sends people in distress on your way, remember they are gifts from God so that you can give them what God has given you but all you have is sermons.... Someone said - 'if the church is the body of Christ, then it is due for a physical and spiritual check up!



Dearly beloved, let us not love in word, neither in tongue, but in deed and in truth. Oh! What an effect when you put your arms around someone and tell them you care, you're there... that's all what was needed. This divine, heavenly love draws them to the Lord.



Not to walk in love and yield to the lordship of love, means, God cannot manifest Himself through us. When you recognize the lordship of love, it takes in all that you are, all that you are able to do and all that you are able to be. It takes in your ability plus God's ability.



If you give God within you liberty, let Him loose in you His love and reign in you. So let us please the Lord by being rooted and grounded in His love and love one another as He loved us. He died for us - LET US LIVE FOR OTHERS. Two words sums up my life and my ministry, "Availability to God, to be an expression of His spontaneous love, has become the purpose of my life".



I would like to end this article with the words of William Arthur Ward —



"Each of us will one day be judged by our

standard of life...

not by our standard of living, by our measure

of giving ...

not by our measure of wealth, by our simple

goodness...

not by our seeming greatness".

May you help REACH OUT !

Ravi Kapoor
ravi_kapoor_84@yahoo.com

I HEAR HIS WING, I FEEL THE WIND
IAN JOHNSON
Oct 22, 2007
www.papelim.org.nz

St. Columba wrote, “Love does not concern itself with order,” and Acts 2 suggests that when love came to town in Jerusalem in 33AD, it came with what seemed like anything but order.

One hundred twenty souls in an upstairs room all waiting for the promise that Jesus gave, “The Spirit of God will come if I go away.” Suddenly there is the most amazing sound, like the roar of a mighty rushing wind, yet, it was coming, it seemed from heaven. Then just as suddenly flames of fire, bodies stretched to the limit by the power of God racing through them, strange language began to flow from their lips; some began to fall over as if drunk. By now they had begun to spill out into the street.  Many had come running to see what the noise was, only to see drunken people at nine in the morning. Peter one of the twelve stood up best he could and decided he needed to address the situation, new power surged through his body, his mind was so alert as he opened his mouth, everything he had learned at the Torah school and on his mothers knee came flooding back to mind. He was on fire and full of the Spirit of Glory, so powerful was his message, that 3,000 souls surrendered their lives to the Messiah.

Divine chaos is often a better way to measure the visitation of God than a quick glance at the order of service sheet.

When the Holy Spirit comes to manifest the glory of God, He comes with power and with passion. The symbols we use for Him are of a dove, but also of fire and of wind.

He breaks through into our normality and creates meaning and vitality.

He comes as a dove, but His wings create wind which fans the flames of passion. There is nothing that can ignite a passion for God like wonderful Holy Spirit.

When we least expect Him, He swoops into our dull, earthbound lives, and creates a wind driven fire that flashes our faith back to life and turns our confessions back to Him.

Elizabeth of Hungary was born in 1207, and she was given in marriage to Louis IV of Thuringia, whom she loved with a passion. She begged Louis not to go away on the crusades, but to no avail, and he went anyway and was killed. Following his death, she would not be consoled and ran through the palace crying out in grief. One day she had an encounter with Jesus, the wind of the Holy Spirit was blowing upon her life afresh. Soon her human passion subsided, and a spiritual passion for Jesus began to burn in her. The Holy Spirit was fanning the flames. The Glory of God settled on her life, and she began to give herself and all her wealth to the poor. Her passion for the Lord and her addiction for his glory brought the love and the mercy of God into an explosive unity. When these things unite, Jesus is seen walking on the earth again, and His glory is known and seen in a tangible way.

Divine discontent is the door to the longing and hunger that attracts the Holy Spirit, to the place that, Paul said, brings us to conformity to the image of Christ.

I am walking in a season of divine discontent, I’m no longer happy to be doing the same old same old, I can hear the wings of an approaching Dove, and I can hear the roar of a wind from heaven. In my humanness I could feel a little discouraged. But I hear the sound of His wings and I know he is strangely drawn to my discontentment. I can feel the suddenly of God approaching and I know he is about to bring a new season into my life.

T. S. Eliot wrote:
The dove descending breaks the air
With flame of incandescent terror
Of which the tongues declare
The one discharged of sin and error.
The only hope or else despair
Lies in the choice of pyre or pyre

To be redeemed from fire by fire.
Who then devised the torment? Love.
Love is the unfamiliar mane
Behind the hands that wove
The intolerable shirt of flame.
Which human power cannot remove?
We only live, only suspire
Consumed by either fire or fire.

Which fire will consume us, the fire of His glory or the fire of a discouraged life?  I have seen too many people over a 30 year period walk away when the discouragement comes. They run from pulpit to pulpit to hear a word...Unconsoled, they hide away in caves and in the darkness and pretend never to have caught a glimpse of Him.

We need the transforming power of the Holy Spirit; His glory transforms the meanest, the hardest, the most unlovely souls into firebrands of glory. Not only because they have repented of their sin, but because they have seen how Holy he is, and have felt the power of his love. They have heard his forgiveness echoed in the wind. And from a grateful heart they run headlong into this glory. 


I hear the wings of a Dove, I feel the wind of His Glory, I don’t know about you, but I know there is a season of Glory being released in the Ends of the Earth.

Amor non Tenet ordinam “Love does not concern itself with order”
St. Columba  ("Columba" means "dove")

Ian Johnson

New Zealand

ianjohn@xtra.co.nz

My Precious Ones,

Do you realize that I have blessed you with all spiritual blessings in heavenly places? Remember that your spiritual position is in Me at the Father's right hand, because you have believed Me and My Word. All who have received My Sacrifice for you are loved by the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. You are always accepted in Me, the Beloved Son of God, and you are sealed with the earnest of the Holy Spirit of promise. Never listen to the lies of the enemy when he tries to make you feel unloved by the Living God. You are Mine, and I am yours. Ephesians 1:3-7; Song of Solomon 6:3

Ask of Me and I will give unto you the spirit of wisdom and revelation in the intimate knowledge of Me. It is very important, that, as you grow up into the fullness of My stature, you come to know Me more and more perfectly. Our frequent communion with each other is very delightful to Me.

I will open the eyes of your understanding, that you may know what is the hope of My calling to you and what the riches of the glory of My inheritance is in you, My Precious Ones. Your inheritance in Me is glorious beyond your imagination at the present time, but as you ask Me, seek Me in My Word, and worship Me in spirit and in truth, I will reveal your identity and inheritance in Me day by day. I also want to show you the exceeding greatness of My power to you as you continue to believe Me and My Word. I have put My power in you by the Holy Spirit, so that you can be My hands and feet in the earth. Ephesians 1:7-9

I love you, My Precious Ones. Receive the love and acceptance of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

bettyseiley
www.revivalwaters.net

A beautiful word on unity in the Body of Christ through Catharina Schouten and Glywn McInnes

Word through:
 
Glywn McInnes: kgbatpeace@xtra.co.nz
Catharina Schouten:  tesjoeva@zonnet.nl
 
 THE KNOTTED ROPE
19-05-06
 
A solid, heavily timbered door stood before me;- it had a very ornate keyhole surround, but no sign of an exterior handle with which to open it.
The door opened inwards
Out of the keyhole protruded a short length of rope.
Various people had come and pulled the rope to remove it and insert the key so that the way through would be clear.
 
The other side of the door was presented, and it could be seen that the rope in the keyhole had a large knot in it, that, through the many times it had been pulled from outside, had jammed in the hole.
The person/persons on the inside also had a key, but no way of un-jamming the knotted rope;- so their key could not be used.
 
I had felt that there could be more to it, but that was all that He gave me at the time !
The intriguing thing is that there was a 'key' available at each side of the door, but neither key could be used.
One side could not see how to get the rope out, and they never thought to push it back in,so the key would go in; - and the 'inside' people could not get the knot out of the lock because it was jammed in too tight.
Both sides had the answer, but they didn't know they had it;- they were operating "by sight" !
It seemed to be a variation of Rev 3:20, and Song 5 :2-6
 
 
Explanation:
 
Though the Bride needs to be ONE.....and many people and ministries are facing  troubles along their way and are in need  that the door will get open  ....
(while the solution could be laying in the hand of their neigbour or other ministry but they are still working and thinking of their own) ....
The 'inside' people could not get the knot out of the lock because it was jammed in too tight.
That means no one of us can work by might or power only by My Spirit sais the Lord!
 
the Father says:
PUT YOUR TRUST ME, only in Me and I will make a way!
 
Galations: 3 
3 How can you be so stupid? Do you think that by yourself you can complete what God's Spirit started in you?
Psalm 118 : 8
8 It is better to trust the Lord
for protection
than to trust anyone else,
9 including strong leaders.
 I Am The Way!
It is better to put your trust in Me than to put your trust in people
Not a spirit of unity but UNITY in and through MY Spirit

 
The Good News of Victory
Isaiah 61
The Spirit of the Lord God
has taken control of me!
The Lord has chosen and sent me
to tell the oppressed
the good news,
to heal the brokenhearted,
and to announce freedom
for prisoners and captives.
This is the year
when the Lord God
will show kindness to us
and punish our enemies.
 
 
The Lord has sent me
to comfort those who mourn,
3 especially in Jerusalem.
He sent me to give them
flowers
in place of their sorrow,
olive oil in place of tears,
and joyous praise
in place of broken hearts.
They will be called
“Trees of Justice,”
planted by the Lord
to honor his name.
4 Then they will rebuild cities
that have been in ruins
for many generations.
 
 
5 They will hire foreigners
to take care of their sheep
and their vineyards.
6 But they themselves will be
priests and servants
of the Lord our God.
The treasures of the nations
will belong to them,
and they will be famous.  a 61.6 and ... famous: One possible meaning for the difficult Hebrew text.7 They were terribly insulted
and horribly mistreated;
now they will be greatly blessed
and joyful forever.
The Lord Loves Justice
8 I, the Lord, love justice!
But I hate robbery
and injustice.  b 61.8 But ... injustice: One possible meaning for the difficult Hebrew text.My people, I solemnly promise
to reward you
with an eternal agreement.
9 Your descendants will be known
in every nation.
All who see them will realize
that they have been blessed,
by me, the Lord.
Celebrate and Shout
 10 61.10 Rev 21.2.I celebrate and shout
because of my Lord God.
His saving power and justice
are the very clothes I wear.
They are more beautiful
than the jewelry worn
by a bride or a groom.
11 The Lord will bring about
justice and praise
in every nation on earth,
like flowers blooming
in a garden.  (CEV)
 
© 1999 American Bible Society

Catharina Schouten
www.tesjoeva.nl
NiedGalah
COPYRIGHT
I receive these messages from our Father, for one purpose-
to share it with all of you, and to bless and equip others,
so feel free to send it to others, and add it on websites!
Please ask Him how you must do that!
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The Holy Spirit spoke this word from Yeshua to my heart this morning.  Thank You, Ruach Ha' Kodesh!

My beloved Bride,

I AM suddenly come to you today to express My deep and indescribable love for you. Tears of love and joy well up within My heart and overflow My eyes as I think of you. Understanding of the things of the Spirit is given by the Holy Spirit. 

I love you with an undying love, and you reciprocate with that same eternal love. This I know, because, as I walk through the garden of your life, I find the fruit of heaven. The fragrance of your tenacious devotion to Me is as roses in the springtime. You have answered my call to present yourself to Me as a living sacrifice day by day.

You are hidden in the cleft of My side, near My everlasting heart, where I shield you from fear of man or evil. Always remember that the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom, and listen to My Voice. The voice of a stranger, you will not follow.

Come up to the mountain with Me, My love, where our fellowship will bring increased wisdom and revelation in the knowledge of Me, to your spirit, and we shall walk together in the cool of the day. I do so treasure your companionship.

 

Submitted by Betty Seiley

www.revivalwaters.net